Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Chikan Movies Japanese

I dubbi sono mille ... dirlo o non dirlo ... lo dico!

Today I started hormone therapy ... I wait a month full of physical and mental stress, but now it is decided, everything is planned by the Centre for Assisted Reproduction and the first week of My explanted oocytes in December, will try to get them ... fall in love ... in the laboratory with spermatozooi my husband and then I will be replanted in the same week ... after this step that remains is to cross your fingers, be optimistic, but keep our feet on the ground.
's all clear not! So why do I have an exaggerated fear?!
The fact is that I do not feel ready, but it is still too fragile a passing train after two years of waiting and I can not lose, I want to do because I prefer not to have regrets and would postpone this burden to carry around for months and then add to anxiety 'anxiety.
It 's hard but they did many women, I'm just a number in the middle of a sea of \u200b\u200bpeople with problems like mine, I'm nobody to have more fear than others, and in fact do not believe it but the years have their weight behind.
Before today, I've never been afraid of anything in the last four years I've been facing with determination and never complain, I'm holding in pain, doubts and fears not to give more concern to my husband (an angel) and the people I love and who lived with us the difficult years and my unexpected collapse.
This time I fear, so much afraid that I may ask?
I often wonder who would not be afraid in my place and a bit 'I console myself because I am sure that they are complex mechanisms to metabolize, used to the idea that your body is violently bombarded by cure very strong without being sure that everything goes well, it is hard to accept but not I complain and go forward.
The above is what I feel but still I consider myself lucky because I have a chance to try it, get help from science, even though the success rate is 15% ... But there's virtually nothing this small chance and I want to try it, I love my husband, he is my strength and at the same address and overcome everything, however things go.
vent No. 122567696654987 ....

Friday, October 29, 2010

Mysore Malige Chetana

Margaret Mazzantini


I do not like book reviews, I like reading avventurami by instinct or after listening to some rare presentation worthy of note, I think we understand, feel and excitement a book is something completely subjective.
said that, despite read a lot, I never wanted to talk about books they have read and I will not even today, I just want to say that thanks to a fair and positive comments by Andrea on Margaret Mazzantini, I felt impressed to read at least one of his novels ... well, the first lines of " Non Ti muovere "  è stato un colpo di fulmine, l'ho divorato in due giorni, ho subito comprato un altro suo romanzo  " Venuto al mondo "  e così mi sono letteralmente innamorata di questa scrittrice meravigliosa.
Ieri, dopo solo cinque notti e oltre  500 pagine, l'ho terminato...che dire?!  Stupendo.

Tieni un capo del filo,
con l'altro capo in mano
io correrò nel mondo.
E se dovessi perdermi
tu, mammina mia, tira.





Fonte:  "Venuto al mondo" di Margaret Mazzantini

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Undigested Food Instools

Bocche diaboliche


Le bocche diaboliche sono quelle che amano crogiolarsi nel pettegolezzo e parlare e sparlare  di cose, eventi, situazioni che non le dovrebbero riguardare minimamente. 
Queste bocche sono ovunque: in famiglia, al lavoro, per strada, church, the market ... anywhere!
mocking Cyrano looking for the scoop of the day to run and tell her friend, sister, colleague, and so on, so is the desire to be the affairs of others that their appearance changes, assume an expression left, wearing a heavy suit of hypocrisy that leads them to say: "Not that I care but ...".
Their main activity is to strike up stories about non-existent or embroider the outlines of truth that should be seen as visas, would be nothing ... but there is nothing for them because they have to do every day to deal with the paucity of their brain would be impossible to conceive un mondo, una comunità senza dicerie, insinuazioni e malignità.
Le bocche diaboliche vengono fuori come i funghi soprattutto quando accade qualcosa...rinvigoriscono, si vestono a festa e via a ubriacarsi di particolari, sfumature, lievi tonalità di colore di storie varie che spaziano dalle corna, per arrivare alla menomazione fisica senza tralasciare il trucco degli occhi e la targa che volutamente non riporta la sigla della provincia, spaziano come galline nell'aia nell'immenso mondo del chiacchiericcio più insidioso e subdolo. 
Mi sono chiesta infinite volte cosa ci trovino ad insinuare cose non vere,  rovinare persone , cambiare gli equilibri di una famiglia, segnare le persone con the cross of injustice and rejoice when a couple is left when the mayor's wife goes bad perm, when a person who has lost his job does not attend most fashionable shops, but the market and buy clothes more taaaaanto .
Well, I hate this class of people, I feel an absolute disgust for these worms that threaten the lives of others in society without any shame and just showing off their deep and irremediable ignorance as well as perverse art defamatory.
has recently happened to someone I know well, fat to swallow all the bullshit and disseminated in time, gossip to the core, capable of organizing actual gatherings with people worthy of his friendship and companionship, of being betrayed by her fiancé town with the wife of a friend, for a whole year, all while the house and then ended up getting married, the house where her fiance 'sample "brought her lover to enjoy a fleeting relationship in the immaculate new house and the couple's" exemplary ", while the person I know, probably, rough gossiped about the events relating to other couples, then ... well it happens that the coward" sample 'not knowing how to exit the relationship with the married woman, as well as the wife of his friend, with whom he had fallen in love but did not want to take charge of that separation that would cost him: the repurtazione "exemplary," the fidanzata "esemplare", una dimora "esemplare" etc...decide di mettere incinta la fidanzata che contemporaneamente si accorge del tradimento e ...SUCCEDE IL FINIMONDO!
Scandalo degli scandali che lei non è riuscita a contenere neanche in questo caso e la famiglia è stata coinvolta nella sua vicenda personale, definita da lei piagnucolante, unica nel suo genere poichè nessuno di sua conoscenza ha mai sofferto tanto...mai nessuno ha visto i propri sentimenti calpestati in questo modo e mai nessuno...bla bla bla... 
Ha pianto per gioni interi, si è dimenata come una vipera e ha fatto l'impossibile per rovinare la famiglia dell'amante, ci è riuscita, ha ripulito la casa dalle tracce dell'incontro fugace degli amanti fedifraghi, si è ripresa il fidanzato, se l'è sposato in pochi mesi prima che la pancia fosse troppo evidente, MA, nonostante gli innumerevoli tentativi di mettere tutto a tacere per evitare che la voce di quanto accaduto si insinuasse nelle case di ogni singolo compaesano, non c'è stato nulla da fare...il paese ha preso a mormorare, imbastire e ricamare... è passato oltre un anno e ancora deve smettere.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Longterm Of Hot Cheetos

E alla fine


A new beginning.
Next march!